i need more stanzas... but i cant think.. any sugguestions??

all of your pictures,
all of your gifts,
are being thrown out the window,
i need to forget.
all of our memories,
all the words we exchanged,
are being forgotten,
i need lasting change.
all of the smiles and all of the stares,
im taking them back,
im doing what's fair.

key

you found my key,
the one that i always try to hide.
the one that lacks down all my trust,
because i have heard so many lies.
you found my key and i let you in,
i thought you were an angel from above.
what you gave was false hopes and dreams,
when i really needed just love.
you tore me down, inside-out,
until i was screaming in total pain.
i don't need a man to drive me crazy,
i need one to keep me sane.

wasting

wasting my time
and wasting my tears,
i've wasted my life
for all of these years.
wasted my words,
and wasted my breath,
i'm surprised i have anything left.
i still have all my feelings,
all my dreams,
they haven't ripped at the seams.
your love tore me through and through,
all i ever did was love you.
i never should of fell so hard,
i always keep my heart on guard.
i've wasted my love on a lost cause,
but i've finally gotten over you, how bout a round of applause?

feverish

feverish love,
sticky and seductive,
sweaty and sexy.
deep breaths and chills that shiver your soul.
fast, but slow.
rough, but sweet.
emotions flying out of control.
secretive smiles.
lustful stares.
addiction leading to obsession.
obsession to passion.
passion to love.
but also,
obsession to passion.
passion to death.
lover's love.
lover's fight.
lover's kill.
feverish love,
sticky and seductive.

not finished... im having a brain block.. help!!

bottom

from the bottom of my heart,
from the depths of my soul,
i will love you forever,
forever i know.
you may play with my feelings,
and feed me false words,
but each day i fall more in love,
........ (idk the next line)help

never

never call me baby,
if the word tastes bad on your tongue.
never dry my tears,
especially if your the one that caused my pain.
never hold me close,
if you don't miss me when I'm far away.
never look into my eyes,
if you can't see me for who i am.
never walk by and take a glance back,
if the supply of your feelings are in lack.
never lay your head on my shoulder,
if you won't stand up for me when I'm not there.
never hold my hand,
if you can't lift me up when I'm feeling down.
and never say i love you,
when your just going to break my heart in the end.
never.

a poem written by my bff=]

unanswered questions

how do i find happiness when all i feel is pain?
why does it feel like someone is cutting me deep inside my veins?
why is everyone laughing when i'm always feeling down?
why do i see someone screaming when i can barely hear a sound?
as i sit here and watch life go by,
i still wonder why everyday i want to cry?
why do i hold everything inside and keep it trapped?
is it because i'm afraid of how everyone will react?
am i out of time or do i still got time to grow?
maybe i'm just a lost soul with no place to go.
who am i running from?
i don't even know.
but as i look in the mirror everything shows.
i see me and i see fear in my eyes.
am i running from myself?
yes, surprise.
will i be strong enough to survive?
or will i just lay there and die?
all of these questions can only be answered by god.
but i just have one more question...
why?

Murder

love is sweet misery,
a slow, silent killer,
with a poisonous kiss.
I'm suffocating with each touch,
and too afraid to scream.
denial and lust.
passion and obsession.
i refuse to be a victim,
to drown in my tears,
but still, I'm addicted to your punishments,
to your torture.
when will i break free?
love and agony living side-by-side,
each eating away at my soul.

understand

understand that the sound of your voice stops me dead in my tracts.
understand that i need your love to be more than an act.
understand that your eyes send me into a haze.
understand that i need to be with you for the rest of my days.
please understand that i don't want to hold you back from life,
all the things i put you through, I'm surprised there's no strife.
understand that I'm jealous of every girl that you hold.
i want you to know my pain, without being told.
understand that all these feelings are true.
all i really need to survive in this life is just you.
understand that i need you here, to comfort and to kiss.
understand if you were to leave, you'd be the only one I'd miss.
understand these three little words,
i love you,
understand, really, if only, you knew.

LISPS!!!!

okay.... now tell the truth... have you ever wondered why the word "lisp" is so hard for people with lisps so say? i mean come on.... whoever invented that word must of loved to torture people. just think of the different types of lisps people have... some people cant speak the s's.. and some the p's...now look at the word "lisp" again... YOU SEE THE LAST TWO LETTERS? yeah, that's right. . it's a s and p. .. i hope i proved a point. people may want to start thinking a little more about words and their meanings before we make them official. haha. but, let me add...those of us that do not have lisps.. kind of enjoy the torture it puts others to say it. it's a kind of trigger for laughter. . all in good humor however...

just giving you something to think about...

-Jessy

That's when you know.

You know you have the right person when everything they say, no matter how stupid, can make you smile.
When your heart skips a beat everytime you look into their eyes.
When your left completely breathless after they flash you a smile, and speechless, even though you have so much to say.
Your body trembles at even the mere thought of their name.
When days come and go, yet your love for them never fades.
Your jaw drops every time they walk into a room.
The thing your scared of most is, not the fact that they may not love you back, but the thought of not having them in your life at all.
The thought that in one moment, everything that mattered to you just disappears.
That's when you know your heart has been stolen, that's when you know your in love.

what i miss.

Will you ever know just how I feel? I love you more than life itself. Memories of you are my way to cope, because without you here all I can do is mope. My only joy came from your smile, and the only place I want to travel is into your eyes, so I can explore your mind. I miss the light I once saw in your face when you would look at me. Where did you go? So now I lie in bed every night, wishing things would've turned out right. But that's all I can do is wish, me and you is what I miss.

the beginning to a story i havent written yet. haha

Ultimately, I really did love him.
I loved the sweet taste of his skin, of his kiss.
I loved the feel of his smooth, flawless face against mine.
I loved the sweet, grassy smell of his t-shirt i would put on when he was away.
I loved the way his eyes melted my heart, just one look would take my breath away.
I loved how the sound of his voice would send shivers down my spine.
I love how he made me feel.
I really did love him...then he left me. Completley broken...


to be continued..

tension

The tension broke, like the glass bottle against his head. Words flew out of mouths and tempers flared. Fists were thrown, and you could hear the beating of enraged hearts. He was called names that are not to be repeated, yet he just lowered his head and took the hits without a fight. They said he was a coward, that he was afraid of them, but the truth is... he just wanted peace, and he figured it should start with him. They shove him into the closet, secretly hoping they'll never have to let him out. As he sits in the dark, he wonder's why, even thought they put him through hell, he still loves mommy and daddy.

story of a life..

She grabs the razor and stares at her wrists, its designated course. Nothing seems real to her as the warm blood drops off the ends of her fingers. She's not thinking of the way he hurt her; just how she hurts herself. She's losing her mind and losing her faith.

She feels so lost in this world, somehow she doesn't belong. She doesn't know where she belongs. She wants to go home, but where is home? Home is where people care about you, but what if no one cares?

Her eyes start to close, and the next time she opens them, she'll know the meaning of true love. Listen to this story of a life and dry your tears, once all these days have come and gone, my love for you will be forever.

ONE!!!!!

ONE LOVE,
ONE LIFE.
ONE CHANCE,
ONE TRY.
ONE BODY,
ONE SOUL.
ONE TRUTH,
ONE GOD.
When you think about it... you only have one time to get this life right.
No second chances,
No time-outs,
No pause, rewind, or fast-forwards.
Just today,
Just the present.
And just ONE mistake can ruin your ONE life.
So "live your life"
Do what is best for YOU, because in the end, that's all you'll have.
Love and be loved.
Treasure memories.
Forgive, But don't forget.
Party it up, but never lose yourself.
Stay true to who you are.
Never forget who your true friends are.
Dance when there's no music, and sing off key.
Embrace your flaws, as well as other's.
Fight for our beliefs,
And don't be swayed by other peoples opinions.
You only have ONE shot...
So do it right.
Love,
Laugh,
Live!!!