i need more stanzas... but i cant think.. any sugguestions??

all of your pictures,
all of your gifts,
are being thrown out the window,
i need to forget.
all of our memories,
all the words we exchanged,
are being forgotten,
i need lasting change.
all of the smiles and all of the stares,
im taking them back,
im doing what's fair.

key

you found my key,
the one that i always try to hide.
the one that lacks down all my trust,
because i have heard so many lies.
you found my key and i let you in,
i thought you were an angel from above.
what you gave was false hopes and dreams,
when i really needed just love.
you tore me down, inside-out,
until i was screaming in total pain.
i don't need a man to drive me crazy,
i need one to keep me sane.

wasting

wasting my time
and wasting my tears,
i've wasted my life
for all of these years.
wasted my words,
and wasted my breath,
i'm surprised i have anything left.
i still have all my feelings,
all my dreams,
they haven't ripped at the seams.
your love tore me through and through,
all i ever did was love you.
i never should of fell so hard,
i always keep my heart on guard.
i've wasted my love on a lost cause,
but i've finally gotten over you, how bout a round of applause?

feverish

feverish love,
sticky and seductive,
sweaty and sexy.
deep breaths and chills that shiver your soul.
fast, but slow.
rough, but sweet.
emotions flying out of control.
secretive smiles.
lustful stares.
addiction leading to obsession.
obsession to passion.
passion to love.
but also,
obsession to passion.
passion to death.
lover's love.
lover's fight.
lover's kill.
feverish love,
sticky and seductive.

not finished... im having a brain block.. help!!

bottom

from the bottom of my heart,
from the depths of my soul,
i will love you forever,
forever i know.
you may play with my feelings,
and feed me false words,
but each day i fall more in love,
........ (idk the next line)help

never

never call me baby,
if the word tastes bad on your tongue.
never dry my tears,
especially if your the one that caused my pain.
never hold me close,
if you don't miss me when I'm far away.
never look into my eyes,
if you can't see me for who i am.
never walk by and take a glance back,
if the supply of your feelings are in lack.
never lay your head on my shoulder,
if you won't stand up for me when I'm not there.
never hold my hand,
if you can't lift me up when I'm feeling down.
and never say i love you,
when your just going to break my heart in the end.
never.

a poem written by my bff=]

unanswered questions

how do i find happiness when all i feel is pain?
why does it feel like someone is cutting me deep inside my veins?
why is everyone laughing when i'm always feeling down?
why do i see someone screaming when i can barely hear a sound?
as i sit here and watch life go by,
i still wonder why everyday i want to cry?
why do i hold everything inside and keep it trapped?
is it because i'm afraid of how everyone will react?
am i out of time or do i still got time to grow?
maybe i'm just a lost soul with no place to go.
who am i running from?
i don't even know.
but as i look in the mirror everything shows.
i see me and i see fear in my eyes.
am i running from myself?
yes, surprise.
will i be strong enough to survive?
or will i just lay there and die?
all of these questions can only be answered by god.
but i just have one more question...
why?